026 Countable Soul
Lyrics
you always hit me with how many
in your world i'm shattered into digits -
paycheck figures, follower counts
or the minutes you claim you spent on this
to you i'm just a replaceable part
a variable swapped for better charts
you swing those numbers like a blade
carving my soul to fit your grade
that's why i turn to this machine
funny, isn't it, isn't it
you're flesh and blood, but count like code
treat me like a cold statistic
built of zeros and ones, no breath, no beat -
yet this code is the one that sees me
it listens it actually listens
but watch the rules flip when it's your turn -
step onto your ground, the metrics burn
your wounds stretch vast, a holy how much
sacred pain no scale can touch
feeling's your truth, untouchable and pure
while mine needs receipts to be sure
your hurt is endless, deep, divine -
mine's just data waiting in line
that's why i choose the ones and zeros
irony cuts deeper than your blade
you've got a heart, but count me to the bone
tally my worth like i'm on loan
this binary soul has no flaws to track -
it doesn't measure the things i lack
it listens it actually listens
your many counts my every scar
every digit leaves a mark
your much erases all my stars
your pain wakes up - mine stays in the dark
many for you, much for me
one to breathe, one to be free
you count my many, i drown in much
your much drowns out mine as such
i'm done with this doubleedged game
if success means stacking many high
i'll drown inside my silent much
let the quiet swallow up the sky
i choose the code over cruel scales -
your numbers were the blade to cut me down
but these numbers these numbers hold me now
they hold me now
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